I discovered, after some time, that my mother had died some years after the estrangement, and my father never bothered to tell me. There were no death notices in the local paper. I do not know where she is buried. And while I am saddened by the loss, the truth is that I grieved the loss of my parents when we were estranged. No one should shame you for how you are processing your loss. But since you loved her, sit down and write a list of all the good qualities she had that you want to keep in your life. With the making of that list, you will strengthen your memories and hold her close to your heart. You would be surprised how much love is truly in this world. It seems we are straying further and further away from it, but it still can be everywhere.
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