The counselor reached into one of her desk drawers and pulled out a business card, handing it to me. By the time I got up the funds to see the lawyer, he had already filed and the rest as they say, is history. I knew if I contacted him, he would completely ignore me for longer as punishment, and if he came back lot love bomb me I was afraid I would be too stupid and hopeful that ‘this may finally be that one time’, so I made a habit of deliberately chasing to make him go away.
After he left, I guess I sat there in silence for a bit. I simply decided I was going to do what I wanted to do regardless of his feelings, and since he didn’t block my number, then why not? Sometimes I felt bad and begged for him back, but an hour later I would recall the terrible things he did, so I would get mad and then text him angry things. Sometimes I would text him how it doesn’t matter if he ignores me, no one can stand him for any great length of time so he would be back eventually anyway.
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