Then one day when H is 5 or 6 I’m making them supper. They’re playing in the living room where i can see them over the halfway. See them, look down to stir the soup, not 20sec later R is tugging on my pants saying H is gone. I asks what he means and notice I can’t see her, maybe hide and seek? He points to the locked, childproof front door that is wide open. I grab R to my hip, sprint outside to the cul-de-sac street yelling for her, and see the next door house door is wide open. I yell for her into the doorway, H comes out with the next door girl around her age. H wanted to play with her so she left. I ask the girl for her parents and to go get them, I insist. Girl comes back with her mom, who was dead asleep and angry with me, even when I described what happened. You left your young kid unsupervised?
I just want to share my burden. I was born in lower middle class family In India. I was second child of parents. I have big brother. everything was good in childhood. but things changed when my father died due to fatal accident. It was worst day of my life. After some days my mothers behaviour changed she use to behave oddly. My brother also got into wrong friend circle. And started drinking and use of some drugs. My mother started having affair with our neighbor.
He was a bad person. He use to come to home when me and my brother were out of home. I was completing my graduation. and my brother had good degree but he was paid only 8k per month. Our financial conditions were worst. One day My brother caught my mother while doing act. He got angry and thrashed the neighbor. Then after using abusive language for mother he left. when I came home i came to know whole incidence and scene created by my brother. At night around 1 am in night someone was banging the door. when I opened it was brother who was drunken.
He took one step and fell down. I took him to his room. then he got conscious, and was looking at me in some weird way. I felt danger and headed to leave room. he grabbed my hand and pulled me over. I was not able to shout as in day there was scene created in my home and I don’t wanted to create another. He said why only mother should enjoy. and started undressing me. I was helpless as he was much stronger than me. then at that night he took everything from me. and my mother also knew this but she kept quiet because it was her licence to get sexual pleasures. Then it was like routine for brother anytime he wanted to satisfy his desires he would come to my room and do whatever he wanted to fullfil his desires.
I was like his prostitute. Then in college I met a nice guy, I felt like he is the one who will take me out of that hell. he was very generous and kind hearted. soon we fell in love. we use to move around campus, in gardens. life was great outside the home. occasionally we kissed, cuddled. It was great time with him. one day he wanted to take me home. I thought he may be wanted to show his home. when we went there his house was empty no one was there. He told his parents are out of town and he wanted to do the things with me. I rejected the proposal but then he started putting some false allegations on me that i wanted to break up, and have another affair. he was ready to leave me. I don’t wanted to loose him so i agreed.
And the front door unlocked? The parents didn’t think much of it either when they got home and told them what H did. Uh. Your kid knows how to get out of the childproofing??? Ten, H goes to preschool and father teaching night classes couple days a week. R would get dropping off teaching nights and I’d watch him until it was time to pick up H until either dad or mom picked them up, or take them to their house until one parent was home. This was in addition to Sunday nights. Oh, how they complained, H was so difficult to get ready at night and in the morning. Yeah you dumbasses i wonder why because she’s had no routine outside of once a week and suddenly you are giving her one?